&can any kind soul tell me what is the fking problem with me?!
i dunno what life will be after today,
until the moment i agreed to the break.
why i be happy? or will i regret?
i duno even know what exactly what i am thinking,
& what exactly am i doing.
i think it's the end alr.
i hope you can find a better girl.
maybe im just not good enough for you.
i had neglected you too much.
i feel that i am losing control of myself.
why am i crying when im the cause of everything.
i dunno i dunno i dunno!
i've let everybody down. im sorry!

im sry for not picking you call,
i don have anymore face to pick it up.
im crying my heart out.