woke up at 10 plus, still super tired.
althought i alr had more than 12 hours of sleep?
so watch zhong ji yi jia & huan huan ai.
nice nice :D tired, so had a nap.
& bro's friend still at our house lorh, the door still open,
and i sleep jus like that -.- tsktsk, i really so the very not refined.
slept until 6 plus, bro wake me up.
ask me go down eat dinner with family.
went down & ate dinner with family, auntie & bro's friend.
then bro off to visit ahmah in hospital,
while auntie & parent & i went to ask the god what happened to ahmah.
as she keep seeing great grandparents & da tou?
sounds errie, but thats what they see before death.
the god say that he cannot help her alr, her time is up.
he say that before this oct in chinese calendar, she will go.
her soul is alr going soon. damn sad lah, it's like 5 more days.
means one of the coming five days, she will go ...
im typing with this post, crying. i don wish her to leave us.
i need her, i miss her. see her suffer so much, i also heartbroken.
i hope she wun leave us. i can't face the reality.
althought i seems strong, but im aren't. im still sad deep inside.
cousin called, crying until very cham. althought im full,
but still called pizzahut delievery =X
then cousin came over, she's sleeping like a log now.
damn her, pangseh me. idiottttttttttttt!
i think it's enough, she's alr 70 plus yrs old. which she should not be ard now.
5 yrs ago, she's alr seeing those stuff, great grandparents blablabla.
but then we prayed for another five yrs of her life. five yrs had passed.
it's time for her to go now. althought i don wish to, but what can i actually do?
i just had to face it. last but not least, grandma, i loveyou!
i hope & prayed that she will die peacefully. please god.