i really really still can't let it go. you're haunting my farking mind. & thanks for the people esp. jiahui, my cliques, my kor & jun for your concerns. esp my kor, even willing to come down find me if i dun feel like going to skul. thanks thanks! i've no mood to blog now, & ks, i tink the things you said is nvr gonna happen. but, thanks for ur concern too :DD